It was like having 10 cups of coffee and not having the jitters. |
The last place you want to be is in rehab. |
You don't intend on becoming pregnant. You don't intend on being an addict. You think to yourself every day, 'How weak am I?' But that's the power of addiction, and it'll take me a long time to forgive myself for that, and I don't know if I ever will. |