I'm actually not sure how I deal with the constant anxiety. On one hand, I'm very proud of him and what he's doing and I know he's there because he's doing something he feels he should be doing. On the other hand, it just breaks my heart to think of everything he's missing here at home. |
It kind of sticks with you. It's not possible to see it and not do anything about it. |
It took probably a month before he would actually sleep through the night without waking up and crying for Daddy. That was really hard because there wasn't anything I could do that would make everything all better. |