Being at the center of a film is a burden one takes on with innocence -- the first time. Thereafter, you take it on with trepidation. |
Gangs of New York, |
I suppose I have a highly developed capacity for self-delusion, so it's no problem for me to believe that I'm somebody else. |
I've only been reminded in the last few days constantly that I've let five years pass. I'm not being deliberately obtuse about it, but I wasn't aware of that time passing. I was quite happily engaged in other things. I set out to indulge my curiosity in other things, not just to get away from this work. |
The thing about performance, even if it's only an illusion, is that it is a celebration of the fact that we do contain within ourselves infinite possibilities. |
You don't merely give over your creativity to making a film -- you give over your life! In theatre, by contrast, you live these two rather strange lives simultaneously; you have no option but to confront the mould on last night's washing-up. |