I wanted control over what was said and what was not said, rather than holding my head down in shame. |
I wanted to step forward and be on TV and for people to see who I really was. |
I was reading so much about myself in the papers that was not me. |
I was very aware of what I was getting myself into, however, I just couldn't stop it. |
Jealousy? Not at all. Sad, if anything, I thought. There is nothing she has that I could possibly want. Not even David. |
My parents really liked David and the kids, but they didn't like Posh. And when they met her family, they understood why. |
People are calling me a liar and calling me names. But at the end of the day this is what happened, these are the facts, this is the truth. I shouldn't be ashamed of it. I was wrong to have done what I did-I know that-but it did happen and I am not going to live with a lie for the rest of my life. |
The sex was fantastic. He is an amazing lover. |